After more than a year!

We are in Norway again!

I like to be back in MY house. We have been here in Norway for a year now! We moved back in October 2010. A year ago.

I am like a plant. I was carried in a vase, and planted to a different ground - carried from a place to another. If I am a real plant I will droop anyway after changing the ground so many times! It takes qiut sometime to get used to the new ground and new weather. But again I have to be moved to another place again! I can never expand my roots in the new ground. If I do, I will lose them on the next move.

If I remain in my vase; I cannot develope myself. can never be a natural. Must stay in a place like a preasoner and wait for nothing! It will be a waste of me.

It is my story. May be many others' story. My Persian litrature was really good! After these 11 years, I have forgotten so much and I neither perfect in English nor Norwegian. Is it a shame?

I don't feel like an Iranian, and I don't feel I am a Norwegian. Part of me is lost!

Who is responsible for this loss? Me? My family? My fellow country men? my beliefs? My confused Iranian culture?

Well, I am totally confused!

I made a Swiss Roll!

Yumm!

This is the cake I made and it was so soft and good.

Highly recommanded.

Life is not pleasant all the time!

What a title!
Sometimes I wish I could have had a REW button to push and could change the past! But such a button doesn't exist!
Sometimes I feel so weak and it makes me feel unenergic and sad! But I am trying to be myself more! A confident girl who is enegic and eager to know more about everything.
I am lazy, but I am focused whenever I need to be focused.
I can do anything I really want to.
I can not change the past, I can not see what happens tomorrow, but I have HOPE.
I don't accept people judge me without letting me to defend myself...

An old house in Stavanger

These are some pictures taken by me, in a park named "Mosvagnet" in Stavanger, Norway. I had lived here in Stavanger for 5 years before we moved to other places. I miss this place and I think I have born here. Everything is so familiar! May be I had lived here in my previous life! ;)

In last 2 months we had a very difficult situation!

The story began when we traveled to Norway to renew our visas. The company's lawyer suggested max 1 week stay in Norway. Therefor we came to Norway with a suitcase and 2 hand bags. But it wasn't that easy at all! The embassey suggested few weeks! It was because they wanted to do a background check.
I felt like a refugee! We got a small appartment to live in, but we lived for the day and we couldn't make any plan for following days!
The background check took 8 weeks! and of course it took an extra week to go to embassey, give the passports and get the visas.
It is so sad and I can not get the point! We have allready lived there for a year, without any problem! I even worked as a volunteer in American Red Cross and got a positive feedback! Anyway, the wait is over! I have so many questions in my mind but I know if I come forward and ask them, there won't be any reasonable answer!
For 2 months my daughter stayed with me all the time! She didn't go to preschool and it will defenately take a few days to get use to our home and everyday rutine. It will be like a new beginning for us!

We will travel to Houston as soon as possible. I am afraid I can not enjoy the rest of our stay in Houston!

The only thing I will do in US is shopping! The prices is shocking high here in Norway!