I made a Swiss Roll!

Yumm!

This is the cake I made and it was so soft and good.

Highly recommanded.

Need to Love...

Dena is aspleep at last after 2 hours. her coughs is killing me. and there is another one who is killing me too.

we are so different. why is he so angry all the time, no matter what? i understand his past and his problems, but are they my responsibility? His past is not my fault! If my family and friends respect me and he doesn't have anyone, it is not my problem. If his boss doesn't like him, it is not my problem.
He is even sesetive if my aunt calls me sweetheart!

He is even angry with me because he is affraid of mouse and I don't!

He is angry because I have a cold! My god! I have headache and cannot eat anything and he is nagging all the time why I am resting and don't cook!

I think someone has cast a spell on me!

I try so hard, but it is impossible!  Why does my life is like this? Death is much better!

I feel so lonely...lonely...lonely all the time!

I had so many dreams - nice ones- to have someone to love. But...

I am tired of giving without getting anything back!  Why everything is a mess in my life?

Maybe I deserve this kind of life?

I have to put away my mask. Cannot acting happy when I am so lonely and sad inside.