My First Poem in English!

Nobody can ruin me, even you...
Around a year ago, it was spring time. I was stting beside window, sad, thoughtful, doubtful.
And this was my first peom in English...
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Flowers look happy, clouds are angry, earth is muddy,
Sun is shining, sky is raining, wind is cold and dry.
Trees are sadly waiting for their sprouts to come out,
Water is roaring hurriedly in the river Themes near by.
I am sitting here thinking this is me I am watching,
I must be honest with me there is no one to say goodbye.
Hopeless, hopeful, happy, sad, angry, cold and warm,
waiting, roaring, tears in my heart but my eyes are still dry!
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oh, gush! I was a good composer!! ;-) Honesly! I like this one!