Monday, October 17, 2011

After more than a year!

We are in Norway again!

I like that we are back to Norway. We have been here in Norway for a year now! We moved back in October 2010. A year ago.

I am like a plant. I was carried in a vase, and planted to a different ground - carried from a place to another. If I am a real plant I will droop anyway after changing the ground so many times! It takes quite sometime to get used to the new ground and new weather. But again I have to be moved to another place again! I can never expand my roots in the new ground. If I do, I will lose them on the next move.

If I remain in my vase; I cannot develope myself. can never be normal. Must stay in a place like a prisoner and wait for nothing! It will be a waste of me.

It is my story. May be many others' story. My Persian litrature was really good! After these 11 years, I have forgotten so much and I neither perfect in English nor Norwegian. Is it a shame?

I don't feel like an Iranian, and I don't feel I am a Norwegian. Part of me is lost!

Who is responsible for this loss? Me? My family? My fellow country men? my beliefs? My confused Iranian culture?

Well, I am totally confused!

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