...

I don't want to make the same mistake twice in my life.

I need to be more cautious and more materialistic this time. I need to.  I had a bad experience once, I need to be careful not to do it again. I want to go to all details and make sure. It is not in my nature to go in details, but I have to try at least.

I am suddenly so worried and don't know why... well, I know why perhaps!  Go back and forth with my exhusband makes me tired!

The good thing is I know what I want from a relationship now.  Trust, not having a paranoid guy, and have someone who cares for me.